September 2011
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I just want today to be over with…
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Sept 21st 2:01 P.M.
Well as I wait to pick up my love Amanda from school I just think about how whenever you feel your doing the right thing someone tells you otherwise. Or yet when you wanna spend your time how you want to yet someone butts in and tells you no I don’t think you should. I just like so sick of parents telling me what I can do, I understand thats what parents do. But i’d like to spend my...
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Sept 20th 9:45
Today has been better, did my theory homework due thursday and now anxiously waiting my piano quiz and percussion lesson which I hate, Then math @ 3:30
Sept 20th 7:39 A.m.
Well its official I hate school, I don’t know what motivation I had to get me here but its slowly fading..
Sept 20th
Well today started off like shit
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Well..
I’ve officially tried the last thing I could to help make things better between me and my dad,if this doesn’t work… i don’t know what will
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“Today I came to the realization that love really is all that matters in the long...”
– Amanda Formanek (via mmandaa)
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Goodnight 9/12/11
Today ended up being a fantastic day, it was a complete 180 from yesterday. I talked to someone at school who was kind enough to listen to me talk and help me through my emotions. No matter what there is always light at the end of the tunnel, you can make it through times because there will always be people who will either care enough to talk to you and help or get help for you. I saw my love...
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College day 5
I also want to say that I had so much motivation to do college until today, I just can’t focus
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Its hard to pretend I’m happy when I’m really not, its hard to live life when you know there is something else better. The only person to keep me sane is her, without my love amanda i don’t know where I would be today. I honestly would have got in my car like a normal day but then drove, drove until I couldn’t drive anymore. This is only day 5 of college and I am in near...
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Day 3 of college
Well its still really hard, and it doesn’t seem to be getting any easier. I have talked to some people but still feel alone… All I want to do is see my girlfriend, is that really that much to ask? I just wanna see her, feel her & spend time with her, all the time… People might say I’m crazy. I would tell you, Im in love
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College Day 1
So far in my first day of college its has been ehh alright, Ive finished two out of my 4 classes for the day. It is very lonely not having anyone to talk to or be with… hopefully that will change, ill live if it doesn’t
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